Seven Eleven

This is a procrastinated post..

07/11/2009
I am officially 20 years old...omg, my age starts wit 2 already, no longer 1...
If one of my birthday wish is to stop the clock or even reverse it back, will it come true...?? (ok, i should stop dreaming >.<) my birthday starts with a surprise by the so called killer gang..

Let those pictures replace wording..

View from the 4th floor pantry



blueberry cake

the so called killer gang
(thx them for sacrificing their precious study time to give me this surprise)

A birthday cake from my parents, thx

A cake from my angel who had d same birthday with me..hehe

Cupcake from my cousin and she bring me for scrumptious dinner..hehe

Birthday present from my Black Tangerine family~

celebration by my BFF..

3 big strawberry as decoration which cnt b eatten..>.<

someone is missing again...

Triple surprise cake~

thx everyone, i really had a memorable 20th birthday~

Lone

Being the only child in the family
i realize i need to be independent since i was small
and so, i need to learn how to be independent since i was young

Being a single child in the family
i am really blissful
my parents pour all their love on me
i get most of the things i want and also things that i didn't ask for and even things tat i don't want =P
i get to do things that i wanted to as long as they allow
no one will rebut things with me
i get all my things as whole, i do not need to share things with my siblings as i don't have any

a lot of people are jealous with me
as they also hope to be like me
But
at times i am lonely
i felt lonely
there is no one to discuss with me when i am making major decision
there isn't anyone giving me opinions on stuff tat i doesn't want to let my parents know
there is no one to argue with
i keep all my things deep inside my heart

these are just minor

what if
i mean IF something happens to my family
i am the only one to hold the whole family
i am the only one for them to rely on
there isn't anyone to help me
i don't have anyone to discuss with, to share the burden
i don't have any siblings to support me

relatives are still relatives
there are still different from family members
the blood flowing in our body is different
no matter how close you are with them
you can't rely on them forever
they may help you once, twice, thrice
but not forever

friends are the same too
they cant help you forever
no matter how close you are with them
they aren't 7 24 ready for you
they can only mentally support you

i am not complaining
really
i am also not blaming on my parents
i am not writing this post to get any sympathy neither
i accept the fact and i am happy with all i have now

i am here sincerely thanking all my friends and my relatives who support me mentally all the while
especially those who were there when i need them
and my beloved parents who support me physically mentally monetarily and whatever -ly

but
IF
i was given a to choose
i will choose
to have
at least

a brother or sister..

CBEB 1402 Theories

What comes to your mind when you c this photo??
Do you think of any theory?? hehe

This is a new subject introduced in UM during last valentine (14022009)..
CBEB1402 Theories
Lecturer: Miss Lau (my roommate) =p
Exam: Next Valentine 14022010
08.00pm
p/s: killer gang members are compulsory to take this course...LOL

Did you realize PRUG or FOS theory applies to most of the couples??
(erm, most doesn't mean all... >.<)

According to the founder of PRUG theory aka the lecturer of the subject, Miss Lau,
PR stands for Pretty, UG surely stands for Ugly..hehe
How about FOS??
Founder of FOS theory (Mr Lim) explains it as
flower on shit..LOL
Both gives the same meaning..
No doubt PR n F is for gal, UG n S is for guy....=P


How if the guy is handsome and the gal is sorry??
HU theory applies~
(Handsome Ugly)

HAPR theory seldom happens...y har?? lol

Conclusion, according to Miss Wein, no matter what theory does the couple applies,they are still so sweet...haha

Study Week

This is what we do when we were bored of studying during study week..
A way to release stress as well...haha
No No No, we are definitely NOT torturing them...=P

we are happy family~

dolphin @ chicken

my poor tortoise >< HIGHLIGHT of this post: STICH
pay special attention to d last photo...
I still feel tat it is cuter without hand...LOL
(lee peng, don kill me ya..)

my pity tortise...><

when stich is talking to stich...haha

my table during study week, dis is nt messy, dis shows tat im really studying...LOL

one of the lunch during study week => sardin, bahu, steam egg...
it is definitely more delicious than cafe's food... yummy~

Watch 2012 wit frens although v haven finish exam..
went to Tropicana City, 10pm ticket all sold out..don feel like watching midnight movie again as most of us haven been sleeping d night before as we were busy hugging buddha's leg due to exam..
dash to Cineleisure, tickets sold out as well!!!
rush bak to Tropicana City to wait for reserve to release...(all at d same night)
eventually midnight movie oso... -.-"
well, i noe im crazy...

Crap

Study mood go shopping ad..
Sleeping mood missing...
Playing mood is independent where it always sticks to me, never go far away from me...
Holiday mood is dating me...
Redbox, GSC, shopping mall, supper, training is calling me...

jz cnt explain y am i overexcited today, seems like i had finish my exam ad, although i stil hv another paper on coming Wednesday which i haven read a single word bout d subject...><
mayb i shud lodge a police report for d missing of my study mood...
whoever c my study mood plz bring it bak to me, thx..

委屈

不是第一次被冤枉，不是第一次受委屈。。

两个星期前 ，受伤了。。
伤口在复原中。。
今天，有人在伤口上撒盐。。
哑巴吃黄连，有苦说不出。。
委屈往肚子吞。。
整个过程中我都是受害者，好无辜。。
认命吧！！

我没有你想象中坚强，
但我还是会故作坚强。。
现在，
等待雨天后的放晴。。
相信就在不远处。。=)

HELP

SOS...
HELP!!!
TOLONG!!!
救命啊!!!

rescue me plz!!! plz Plz PLZ PLZ!!!
plz leave me alone...

搞笑。相遇

突然被叫去校创伴奏，勉强答应了，因为担心自己不能出席练习，担心会因我而毁了整体，毕竟我已经大半年没拉琴了。。

整体来说就是搞笑，比赛当天的前两个小时才是我们5个人第一次一起练习，而且练习时间不到15分钟。。
我们其实总共也只练了次2就去彩排，练了4次就去比赛。。搞笑
第一天拿到谱，连歌名都不懂，只看到纸上写着 REN OU，根本不懂那是什么东西，还在想为何要放马来歌名。。
直至看到校创宣传纸上有一首叫“人偶”的歌，才知道原来我是我伴奏的歌名。。>< paiseh

就这样迷迷糊糊的进了校创，彩排当天，无意间看到你，很开心，除了开心，还是开心～
一个偶然的相遇，令我雀跃万分，因这半年来我们都绝少联络，只是偶尔从别人口中得知你的消息。。
半年前，天天见面；半年后，不曾见面。
不变的是，半年后的我们，还是一样，有着聊不完的话题。。
你还是一样的可爱。。（我在称赞你咯）=P

校创成绩：
人偶，总共得4个奖，不好意思，我真的不记得是什么奖，只知道是第一名。。
为何拿第一？因为有3个人，忘记拉，拉少了2个bar。。(quoted by Harng)　LOL
要到才知道，第二名。。
第三名，不好意思，忘了。。hehe
吊儿郎当，歌手一流，有前途～
不可爱，最后...祝我们快乐，诗人也有那么一天，都不错。。

因为校创，我又跟那群热爱音乐的人重逢了～
Music delights my life~

结

代沟，静静地来；
信任，悄悄离去；
僵局，不请自来；
绊脚石，不速之客。
误会，何时跟上了我们？
每句话，像是话中有话；
每个动作，都让我多心；
是我想太多了吗？

为了这芝麻绿豆之事搞成这样，值得吗？？
不喜欢不喜欢我真的是不喜欢！！
何时，这情况会有转机，何时，这僵局才会结束？

New Record

27/09/09- 3/10/09
Sunday : 5.30am
Monday : 5am
Tuesday : 3am
Wednesday : 3am
Thursday : 4am
Friday : 6am
Saturday : 11am(half an hour perhaps), 5.30pm

whoever knows me well will know what is all this about...XP