3rd sem

Nothing else that i can describe my beginning of 3rd sem except for busy, tired and exhausted..
Physically and mentally exhausted...

This sem's timetable is dragging my life...
Most of the classes are in the morning and at night during dinner time where there is about 4 to 5 hours break between it...
Everyday i will have to think when should i had my dinner, before or after class...and what goreng should i had for meals...

Describing my lecturers for this sem:
- A cute yet long-winded Bangladeshi lecturer where i can barely understand what is he teaching;
- A Financial Planner lecturer who doesn't use a book to teach, keep on calling us to discuss with our so-called neighbour with questions which will never come out in the exam;
- A managerial accounting lecturer who treats us like a primary student, keep on braining wash us that managerial accounting is a tough subject especially for matriculation students;
- Law lecturer who needs us to include cartoons in our assignments..

Frequent spot check and new car policy in UM are driving me crazy...
I need to keep all the electronic device into my cupboard using it;
I have a car where i cant drive due to the stupid new proposed by my beloved intelligent VC...

I am really tired of all this...
I am trying my best on everything that comes to me...
Trying hard...
I don't know how long i can stand still in this kind of situation...
I need more spirit to keep my promise...

What will be the ending of my 3rd sem???

坏人

我，终于拥有他了。。。
原来事情没有我想象中那么简单。。
我不能完全认定拥有了他是一件错事，但拥有他的弊似乎多于利。。
原来你一直是对的，你永远都想得那么周到， 那么的长远。。。
我已开始扮演坏人的角色了，这坏人的角色还要做很久呢，要如何应对呢？
有没有人可以告诉我？

“不经一事，不长一智” 我，终于理解了。。。

Promise

Promise is a promise
I need to keep my promise
I must do it
I don't want any disappointment in the end
Jasmine Teng, you can do it!!!

我，输给了你

手握着刀，内心在挣扎着，砍下去吧，反正他是该死的，砍吧！
不，我做不到！ 面对对着你，我没有勇气。。
此刻，我才发现我真的失去了勇气，不，应该是说我从来都没有勇气。。。
我比你大好几十倍；你对我应该毫无杀伤力，但我却克服不了自己，去把你杀掉。。
区区的一条菜虫，却足以把我打败，我真的是输了。。。
从小到大，昆虫都是我的致命伤，见到昆虫，我开始毛骨悚然，浑身不自在，区区一只小昆虫，已足以把我吓死。。
前世我一定是得罪了你们昆虫家族，否则为何今世，我见到你会有这么大的恐惧感？
你赢了，我输给了你，昆虫！